in approximately 3ish hours i will be seeing my girlfriend. i’m so excited. i didn’t think i could miss her this much, but i do. and the fact that she got me stuff from her trip to Hawaii makes me more excited to see her haha. i know i’m not the perfect girlfriend, but the fact that she tells me i’m perfect for her makes me feel wanted. my ex never made me feel like that. there was no substance to our relationship; all that we said was, “i miss you” and “i love you”. Steph actually tells me what she does during the day and what classes she’s in. it may seem stupid that i appreciate that sort of thing, but i do. i never thought anyone could care about me as much as she does. when i saw her for the first time, i never thought that i had a chance to be with her. i thought she wouldn’t even look at me or find me attractive. but the first time we hung out, we clicked. it’s so great to find someone that you can love unconditionally and know that they love you back. i’m not saying she’s my soul mate by any means. and we definitely do not have a perfect relationship. i just know that right now, everything feels right. it’s where it should be and i couldn’t even imagine losing her. she makes me a better person. and i love the feeling i get when i’m with her.